Bring back all the smiles, joy, laughter, tears, memories from the past year. Lately my mind's been a buzz thinking about form 1 and form2, who am i to compare but i honestly know that form 1 was much better. there's something different now, people? the way we act. how we all changed and how we have to cope with more vigorous activities.
People drift apart, the bond sometimes doesn't last and just fades away.they mix with other people and change, it probably just turns you off and you can't stand the fact they're around you. You then start to get prejudice towards people.
Just like in Liang's blog, the smiles around just sorta.. lose out, have we lost our once happy go lucky selves? Just what's different about the year. The teachers? friends? or just ourselves. think about it, just look at anyone from last year, now make a comparison with this year. there will be a change either for better or for worse.
or is this just a phase we all go through, where we really reach our optimum. we find out how we truly are. i have to admit i myself have changed if you knew me before this you'd probably know.
everything i've been through last year. is just totally different from what i thought would happen this year.
Being "seniors" isn't really that grand, i guess my point of view has changed now that i'm looking at things differently from last year. just stop and take a look around. No, change your point of view. when your getting scolded by your parents, don't think of it as if you usually do, just put yourself in their shoes. imagine if someone was bugging you when you're stressed out, nobody wants to listen
to orders. just think how stressful is that.
most of the time, you won't know how its like until you experience it yourself.
i don't know if i've changed for better or for worse. but i know i've changed, just look through my archives. yes it's rather embarassing what i used to do, but just think that you've only got one chance to embarass yourself ever. just do it, embarassment will probably last for a day. worst would be a week, so just get the guts to do it and get it over with, you might even enjoy it.
2 comments:
hm. hi yu kane :)
I didnt expect myself to ever leave a comment here. Haha. But your post kinda reminded me of old timess and I had to write something -.- In Form 1 we miss Primary, and in Form 2 we miss Form 1. It's just another phase. My friends and I at first thought that it was AHHH SO FUN to be seniors of the aft session but no, the bond that we had in Form 1 was no longer there. Everything being so different than the way it was. The friends arnd us change and we mix with diff people. So conclusion is, take time to appreciate the friends and times you have now and don't hold on too much to the past. Cos when you go to form 3, you'll miss form 2 equally as much as you missed form 1. :)
hey joanna. :)
i didn't expect a comment from you either. what you said was so true, that's why at the moment right now i'll make the best out of my form 2 life and make sure i love it, that goes the same to all my other years to come. i hope you do the same too and enjoy life as it's just once. :)
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