I don't understand how so many things can be so uncertain. You know you love these people, but the care in return only comes back so much. I'd accept all the blame, dispense all the apologies, and take all the punishment, for people who hold special positions in my life.
You can live without them, but that isn't going to make your life any happier.
"I'm a better person when i'm with you." - Mitch Albom.
This is all my fault, i don't want anything else. I don't want to win, i don't need to be superior, i just want the important people to stay important. Because without love, we all die.
Distraught.
My apologies, i'm sorry.
