Bittersweet.

Primal, Raw.

Anger, an emotional state that may range from minor irritation to intense rage.

Upon facing anger, a person irrationally does things according to the current emotion without concerning factual proof or logic. When angered, a person tends to blame others for whatever happens without considering self involvement. Normally after calming down, one shall look at the perspective differently and have it in a manner which is much more comprehendable instead of a big pile of blame ready to be place upon another's shoulders. Thoughts upon causing pain and discomfort to other parties at fault is often around.

Sadness, emotion characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, and helplessness.

Feeling sad about oneself, one usually blames himself during this time of emotion causing self grief due to dissapointment when fault is involved. Tearing is often involve when sadness has been taken to a certain extent, thoughts occured during sadness seem to be more down to earth compared to anger, but that may also mean suicidal decisions.

Mental Awareness.
When Making decisions, we've got to look at them through different perspectives and in different shoes and emotions too. Normally the most logical decision is when the mind is at serenity, and between a balance of sadness and anger and also happiness. When looking into things such as Purchasing Materialistic Possessions, Love, and Personal decisions, it's often best to look through things with a different eyeglass and see how it'll impact you in every aspect. 2nd and 3rd opinions sometimes help. Sometimes, when it comes to making decisions, Think twice and not more than that.

UHH

Ugly People Have Feelings Too!

hahahhaha.

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A sluggish internet and my increasing force of lazyness prevents me from updating.

When your mad, you blame others.
When your sad, you blame yourself.

I think?

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You've never felt anything until you've felt standing on top of a 12 foot gerbang made out of bakau, while tying lashes in the cold rain with the the uniform you've worn on for 2 days without washing, leg crams, rafia burns, and parang cuts all over your hand, knowing that if you fall, you've only got 2 patrol members out there ready to help you in the rain because the rest are in the tent watching you.

That feeling is freaking awesome.

Your feet are soaking wet from the day before and you've worn the same stinky muddy socks for the past 3 days with your fellow patrol members. I feel damn semangat-ed in the rain haha.

Have you tried to bathe with 4 guys in a cubicle?
Or sleep with 3 guys hugging each other?

Try it HAHA.

Freezing up then getting into the hall to dry yourself while the fan is blasted at max so your clothes will dry faster. I just love the rain baby, i want to get back on my gerbang and continue it while in the rain hahah. And also losing your voice after all the cheering and shouting during camp.

I want to meet new people. May sound weird but yeah, i want to meet new people.

Pioneering Course 08`.